Ok, Right now I'm in the computer lab not doing to much of anything. I have a meeting to talk about my schedule in like one hour & a half. We had a group project that was due today in class. After we turned it in our teacher announce that we have to do the same thing again. We were all suprise about it. She was planning on giving us different groups but everyone wanted to stay in the same group. Honestly I really wanted a different group but I'm ok with the group I have. I took alot of control of the project and I feel this time I might being the one that's doing most of the work but I don't really mind.

I miss Justin. He's at work.  I saw him yesterday for a little bit when he came by my house. Before that I haven't seen him since Tuesday. He's picking my up from school today and I was to go on a job hunt so he'll be helping me. I started to think what am I gonna get him for Christmas. I don't have any money thats why I'm looking for a job. He already got my gift any Marcus and Carrie were there when he got it. I can't wait to see what it is. But then again I can wait because his gift isn't ready yet.  

Wow it's been a whole week since I wrote in here?!?!?!

Well Yeah I met Justin this Tuesday and Marcus was there. At first I didn't think it was a good idea. But I realized on how much I didn't want it to work. 

Wednesday Marcus called me telling me that they were gonna come over. I was pissed because I told him not to but he was saying no matter what they were coming over anyways. When they got here I was on the phone with Stephenie. (Stephenie is Marcus's Ex.) So as soon as I answered the door I handed the phone to Marcus. Me and Justin stood at the door just talking, at first. We decided to go to the park after a while. When we got there Marcus decided to stay in the car and let us talk (That's when we got together.) 

Thursday I was suppose to go out with Justin just me and him alone. I saw his car and guess who was with him. That's right MARCUS! I was like "What are you doing here?" Marcus told me to never ask him that again. It just so happens that Marcus asked Justin to give him a ride to his sister's house. So that's what we did. After we dropped Marcus off we went to Red Robin at Eastridge. Now normally I would have ordered the cheapest think on the menu but I really wanted this chicken burger they have there. So yeah I got it! After that we hung-out.

Friday, I went to the drive-in with Justin, Steph & Marcus. We chilled a lot longer than we thought we would. I spend the night at Steph's house. Yesterday was the first day I didn't see Justin. I wanted to but I decided to let him sleep since he had to go to work 2 hours after he dropped up off. I was at Steph's house all day and I spent the night there again. I talk to Justin last night and right before we hung up he said the four letter word! "Love" That's a really strong word to say knowing we haven't even been together for a week yet. I don't know what to say I just don't think I'm ready to start saying that! Funny how that little four letter word could mean the world and to someone else be just a word!